Only a few days, but these days.
Mainly because I want the days to be over. Honestly, they already blur together, and.. well, it's all about when I want to live. Which isn't now. Because I don't feel obligated.
If that makes sense.
I'm sleeping all day so that I don't have to deal with the lethargy and laziness that comes along.
Especially when I'm so lonely.
God I'm still praying every night for you to bring the right one along.
Is my sleeping all day preventing such a meeting?
Let's just forget companionship for now.
Because apparently I'm the most important.